Rant #3,252: Again

I have been scheduled for my second surgery on Wednesday, December 20, and this one needs to be the last one that I have to repair my leg.

I am in a lot of discomfort, and the sooner, the better--I just want to get better ASAP, and try to get back to my normal way of life.

I simply cannot live a fulfilling life if I don't have this procedure, because I simply cannot do much of anything now.

I am a victim of two freak injuries back to back, and that cannot happen a third time.

But then again, I did not think it could happen a second time, and look what happened.

I just want to be my old self again.

I don't think that is too much to ask.

I have cried out my eyes, and my mind, wondering how this could happen to me, not once but twice, but I cannot figure it out.

On December 20, hopefully my life will be restored.

I have an MRI tomorrow, I have to go for a pre-surgery meeting at the hospital where the surgery is being performed, and I have to get clearance from my regular doctor to have the surgery performed.

I have a long road ahead of me, but I am convinced that this ailment will be fixed, and I can be "me" again.

I think I will speak to you again not on Thursday, but on Monday, December 18.

By then, everything should be lined up, and I can concentrate on the surgery and getting better in its aftermath.

Please keep me in your prayers.